Jesus loves me...this i know...

do you ever feel lonely?

recently...i was at an event full of people...everyone else seemed gabby and like they were effortlessly making easy connections with others...normally...i welcome events such as this...as i love meeting people...but this nite in particular...i just felt out of sorts...no particular reason...nothing bad had happened...just felt a bit off kilter...it was one of those, “i would really like to be at home alone...in a bubble bath...eating something chocolate” kind of nites...but i had to go to this outing...so here i was – feeling lonely...

my shifting emotions caused me to get in such a down state...i even started wondering if God cared about me...

i politely smiled my way through the evening...and finally got to go home...as i crawled into bed that night...i asked Jesus, “why am i letting some weird emotions affect me like this?”

there was no deep explanation...there was no bible verse that instantly popped into my head...there was no sudden rush of peace through my heart...only a very gentle reminder in the depths of my soul that Jesus loves me - insecurities and all...

Jesus loves me...that simple little song i learned all those years ago...very simple...yet so powerfully profound...that one statement grounds me in the truth of who God says i am...friends can’t make you feel accepted all the time...accomplishments will never truly make you feel secure...having lots of people around you does not mean you won’t ever feel lonely...and chocolate...while it is deliciously distracting...is just a little too temporary...

so...i turn to the One who is everlasting...Prince of Peace...Emmanuel - God with us...i draw close to Him so He can help me separate solid truth from shifting emotion...

see if you can identify with any of the shifting emotions listed below...then...as you read God’s solid truths...focus on the firm place we are able to stand on...and a sure place to park our feelings...

shifting emotion:

i don’t always feel noticed by other people...everyone just seems to be wrapped up in their own lives...sometimes i even wonder if God notices me...

the truth:

God not only notices us...He is with us at all times...we are to keep ourselves in God’s love whether we feel Him or not...by praying...and filling our minds with God’s truth...His love will grow in us and through us...then we won’t be so consumed with wanting others to notice us...we will become people who notice others and let God’s love shine on them...
jude 1:20-21 “but you, dear friends, build yourselves up in your most holy faith and pray in the Holy Spirit. keep yourselves in God's love as you wait for the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ to bring you to eternal life.”

shifting emotion:

i don’t feel very loved...therefore...i don’t feel like being very loving towards others...

the truth:

we are dearly loved by God...His love enables us to display compassion, kindness and patience even when we don’t feel like it...
colossians 3:12, “therefore, as God's chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience.”

shifting emotion:

does God really care about this situation i’m in?

the truth:

God is with us...as we cry out to Him...we are reminded of His help...
proverbs 61:1-4, “hear my cry, o God; listen to my prayer. from the ends of the earth i call to you, i call as my heart grows faint; lead me to the rock that is higher than i. for you have been my refuge, a strong tower against the foe. i long to dwell in your tent forever and take refuge in the shelter of your wings.”

my prayer is that the Lord helps me rid my mind and heart of the doubts shifting emotions cause...and to be filled with only His solid truths...