what a morning...got off the phone with someone (need to keep private) today...someone who completely because of their association with someone...is completely immersed in a relationship that should have ended a long time ago...this person...that i spoke to...is not in the relationship...but is a relative to the one who is...so the two in relationship...just keep at each other...they don't want to be together...but they keep inviting the other in (both of them do this) and then when not convenient...they play games...and completely shut the other out (again...both of them do this)...
maybe that makes no sense...but it does to me...and i guess since it's my blog...i'm venting...
sometimes...it is so hard to stand back...and see this horrible pattern take place...and what these two VERY selfish people do not realize...is how much damage they are doing to themselves...and more then that...how much damage they are doing to other family members...
when do you finally take the high road...and decide...you know...i'm not going to do this anymore...even if it feels like i've lost...or given up...this whole thing is not worth the pain it is causing everyone around me...including myself?
when do you say...enough is enough...and it is time to grow up...and stop playing these childish games?
when do you say...i'm going to walk away...so that those that are being hurt over and over...that have nothing to do with my own crap...can rest...
sigh...ok...that felt a little better...as i spoke to this person on the phone...i kept repeating...it is out of our control...there is nothing we can do...these two people...need to figure it out on their own...that it isn't about just them...it is about a whole bunch of people...that are being directly affected by this childish behavior that needs to stop...seriously...
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