Thursday, September 8, 2011

where are you God?

have you ever asked that question? i know i have...the thing is...looking back...i realize the problem wasn't where God was...but where i was...you see...He doesn't leave us...we leave Him...

and then there are the times where we haven't left Him...but it feels like He is no where to be seen or heard...i've had those moments too...looking back...i realize that it was a time of true growth...of really living what i said i believed...

believing in things that i couldn't see...and sometimes...couldn't feel...it was in those times...those times of complete aloneness...even from God...at least that is what i felt...that the relationship between God & i grew stronger...

and prepared me...for times when that would happen again...what i know for sure...is that He has never left me...He has never deserted me...He has always had my best interest at heart...

how can i doubt? even in the times that i do not feel His presence...i know He is near...

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