Tuesday, November 11, 2008

closed doors...

i have to admit...i am pretty amazed at my tude these days...i have walked into more closed doors this year...particularly this month...than i have in a very very long time...

just when it seems that there is a light at the end of the tunnel...i face another closed door...i will admit...there is frustration...but it is short-lived...inside...i truly know and believe that the closed door just signifies that there is something else for me...something better? something brighter? something bigger?

not sure right now what the something is...i just know that it is there...and i am waiting on its perfect timing...

all i know right now...is that i am to keep on keeping on....whether i feel like it or not...and that is what i am doing...

for the things that are in my control...for the things that i know that i can accomplish...for the things i know i am called to do...i do...and i do them to the best of my ability...so many of these things seem so trivial...but i know that i need to be faithful in all things...the small and the big...

so until i get to that open door...i will continue to pray and wait...and know...that He has got it all in control.

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